1. a. A flow or flowing. b. A continued flow; a flood. See Synonyms at flow. 2. The flowing in of the tide. 3. Medicine The discharge of large quantities of fluid material from the body, especially the discharge of watery feces from the intestines. 4. Physics a. The rate of flow of fluid, particles, or energy through a given surface. b. See flux density. c. The lines of force of an electric or magnetic field.
In contrast to my last post titled “In Limbo” today I am trying to be “In Flux”.
Being in limbo is being stuck between two forms, two ways of being. It is tortuous in its own way and is (hopefully) temporary in nature. To be in flux seems to imply a letting go, a fluidity that despite this freedom is also a force to be reckoned with. Having read the medical description of the term, I would also say that it is a little disconcerting to let go so much that watery feces is discharged through the intestines…I hope you’re not eating dear reader.
All of this to say that I have been negligent of this forum mostly because nothing has changed. I am still jobless, I still have lots of art opportunities coming up, I still need to find a way to pay for them. What I am trying to change is my way of thinking and talking about this state. I am undecided whether to flow or to fight and so am doing a little of both.